I wrote this is class last week. Its self-explanatory but shows my fear of letting people anyone into my life. Im so scared of trusting again, of loving again. Months ago I locked my heart up and threw away the key and I made myself my support system, my whole life and decided I dont need guys.
stop!
playing with my heart
I wont let go
I cant!
these walls I built
are what kept me safe
what keep me safe
stop knocking them down
every sweet thing you say
every I love you
knocks down a brick
of my inner fort
nobody ahs protected me
despite their many promises
I have been alone
In a cold scary dark world
but I have been fine
I am fine
but then you say you love me
and I fall apart
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